NAH NAH, NAIII AIIEEEE

:)
partyy time bitches,
raving iot tonight,
shall be goooood :)
going back to the ruislip party will be a major lol :)
and the videos were gunn amake will be sex :)

Gunna start this year messy, messy room, messy hair, messy head. :)
Oh and im gunna be crunk so ;)
got aa nice bottle of smirnof lime to accomppanny me, ich i shalll share, coz im nice like that,
I have nthing cultruerdd or exciting to say right now
EXCEPT MY MUM GOT CHICKENS D:
WHAT IS THIS! A FARM!

Oh and that, after watching twilight, my life seems a tad shit and i wanted to kill myself and become a vampire,
after reading the books it was worse,
i suppose thasts what a good book does right?
make you want to die :|
HA
:)

Im about to read a book called 'Her fearful symmetry' By Audrey *Holy shit what is her last name :|* NEFFENEGGER, HA
Looks ite :)

HOW DID WE GET HERE, I USED TO KNOW YOU SOO WELLL
HOW DID WE GET HERE, WELL I THINK I KNOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW

i think i know

Dont get it twisted...

Last night was crunk :)
i had such a good time,
i love my girls (L)

Get served ;)

They'll never hurt you like i do...

so today was pretty good
i got some yummy ralphy stuff and a new wills hoodie and undies :)
tomorrow will be lovely, seeing the girls for a party and getting some dresses,
i can't wait for new years
gun get crunk (L)

i like that you care,
thank you x

Cheating gets it faster...

so im feeling like a depressive little shit right now,

Christmas felt the furthest from christmas it has ever felt.
I miss my brother,
This was the first year i wasnt excited for christmas

I want to hit something but i wont becuase it would be stupid
I cant help it right now,
I dont feel like myself.

I havent since...

I wish i could be like other people,
i wouldnt care, and id just get on with it.
id always have a good time.
But i guess everyones different.

Im sorry,


Sky's bless, peace out.

dont tell me cause it hurts.

i wish you wouldn't say it
and i didn't have to read it,
and that id never answered
and that everything was normal.
And that this was all simple, black and white.
My head is like a puzzle right now, it needs some untangling.
Its christmas tomorrow, yay.
Right now, im tired,
the only reason i woke up is because i got a text
and i can't get back to sleep

god bless, peace out.

You can search to the furthest reaches of the universe and never find anything more beautiful

i know that love is unconditional,
but i also know that love is unpredictable, unexpected, uncontrolable, unbearable.
Id wish for nothing in exchange...
No gifts
no goods
no acts of devotion,
just your heart, in exchange for mine

How pretty
im going to write a story,
i like writing stories,
or maybe a poem
i don't know

i don't know if this is right, or normal,

why do i all of a sudden feel so intrigued by you?
We'll see

just your heart, in exchange for mine?
I don't do bargains.

dear lord.

ffs.

and the only time i've touched you is in my sleep...

i hope im falling in love,
i think that could be fun :)

my friends are beautiful, like you wouldn't even have an idea on how amazing they truly are
i haven't been so happy in a while and it's lasting
i love everyone :)

and the only thing constant, is the constant reminder she'd never change...

kays was amazing :)
a lovely night in with my girls, just what i needed :)
and ryans was jokes :)
i love our crowd :)
i haven't been happy like this in a while :)
everything is so good :)
love you ALL

you and me...

you make me feel safe
im bare happy :)

I hope we get snowed in tommorow
oh that would be lovely :)


Sorry that my brother gets a tad protective :)
gotta love him though
(L)

so, im finally going out with ryan :)
it hasn't really sunk in yet though.
It still feels like were just friends, but tbh i like that, its not a clingy thing :)
haven't blogged in ages, been crazy busy this week with rehearsals, and i have my shows today :)
so excited :)
love you all

fuck off,
shut up and get out of the room.

Your insulting a tiny part of me everytime.
I keep having panic attacks ffs
im not excited for anything.

woah!
Holy shit :)
can everything just
PAUSE
and go on slomo for a while?
Please?

He and i, had something beautiful...

you make me smile so much,
i don't know how
:)
but you do

so today i got sent out of math to calm down,
was kinda funny :)
kayleigh drew me a beautiful picture :)
and i wasn't dropped in dance,
and i did my DTdetention and it was fine :)
my box is sick babe :P
its all good :)