It's your finger and how I'm wrapped around it.
It's your grace and how it keeps me grounded.
I love our phone conversations :)

I don't really mind it, yo know when you run out of words
so you just sit there
I like people who can just be silent
and who don't try and fill the gaps
I like the silence

Im feeling rather worried about the next two years if my life
I think there going to be pure shit
strike that.

I know they will be.

I close my eyes oh god I think I'm falling
out of the sky
I close my eyes.
I'll take you there.

I'll stop your hurting I promise

I'm so I'll it's so bad
I want the summer so bad it hurts
like oh my
we'll get to see your face everyday
and I'll go on holiday
and do project
and see the girls
and get tanned
and eat food
and it's gunna be the best fucking summer ever
goddamitt

allow you

get busy living or get busy dying

it looks liek i have a plastic nipple stuck to my face becuase of my clear lip bar
sexy flik,, reall sexyy
me and my heart got crazy issues (8)



sexy motherfucker.

Thank you :)

so m aybe that last post was a taad dramatic
i mean i have alot of amazing things in my life :)
like my freiendss
and kings college ;)
and certain people
and sunny days
and bacon
and tube socks
and this list could continue

sometimes things do get really shitty
and i have to run to fishes house
but like you know your gunna wake up tommorow and everything will be fine again
because its nearly summer
and theres monster to drink and bacon to eat

so i really do love my life
just gets shit sometimes dunn it


The butterflys gone

i will com e back.

I hate my life.

Oh i wish that i ,was looking into your eyes.

What a silly young girl i have been,
allow you and your childish antics, becuase weve seen better
laughed harder
smiled more

and ive been so happy the last few days
nothing compares to that feeling,
when time slows down, and its three in the morning and were all smiling and laughing and talking
becuase were happy :)

allow the haters
allow the shits
allow the issues :)

I love my friends

I love becca sutherland, shes done more for me than she knows

I love the parties

I love the holidays

I love the tan

I want summer.

Bring me someone beautiful? we'll do an exchange.

So it happened, i finally got a place at Italia Conti,
its the one year course at Guilford, but i made the 12 year old girl inside me fucking proud

I did it, i fucking showed them all, i did it i got in.

But i don't know if i can go.

Have you ever had something in your reach
like a butterfly, it lands on your hand, its beautiful and unique and strange, but your so scared of it too because it looks kind of weird with its antennas and funny eyes, but you don't want to move. so you stay very, very still, and for that moment, you had the butterfly on your hand, it was beautiful and you feel beautiful, but then something moves, and it flies away and it leaves you feeling a bit empty inside.

That's how i feel.
For now its like the butterfly is here, and everything is pure bliss, but if i cant get funded 15k something will scare the butterfly away.
And ill have to stay here.

Comparisons are easily done
once you've had a taste of perfection.

I got my lip pierced,
I spent the last 24 hours at Andys
And im so fucking scared right now.