• 1. My friends. 2. My family. 3. My house. 4. When its cold ooutside and your inside warm. 5. Nights watching Movies. 6. Coffee. 7. Deep conversations. 8. Butterflies when you see someone. 9. That feelng when your onstage. 10. Peanut butter and nuttella pancakes. 11. Becca and Georgia. 12. Feeling higher than everything. 13. Parties. 14. Meeting pretty people. 15. Sam. 16. Knit wear. 17. Memories. 18. Ialia conti. 19. Finishing something. 20. Laughing. 21. Summer. 22. Hyde park. 23. Starbucks. 24. Music. 25. Blonde hair. 26. High shoes. 27. Stars. 28. Lyrics 29. Getting on with someone you just met. 30. Emotion. 31. La roux. 32. Security. 33. Love. 34. Hate. 35. France. 36. NYC. 37. My dreams. 38. Fridays. 39. Wake up texts. 40. Late night conversations. 41. Feeling pretty. 42. Pictures. 43. Happiness. 44. Seeing people smile. 45. Things working out. 46. Late night car journeys. 47. Hotel rooms. 48. Christmas. 49. My birthday. 50. Getting a text from the person i want. 51. The blue smartie. 52. Ben and Jerrys. 53. Thigh High Socks. 54. Fear. 55. Thorpe park. 56. Welsh accents. 57. American accents. 58. English. 59. Creative writing. 60. Amersham and wycombe college. 61. The friends ive got left. 62. When a dress fits you. 63. Getting call backs. 64. Facebook photolikes and comments. 65. The like button. 66. Winter mornings. 67. Partys in the dark. 68. Scary movies. 69. Boys with pretty faces. 70. Pixie Lott. 71. Pretty Underwear. 72. When I paint my nails good. 73. Being drunk. 74. After party sleep. 75. Shows, and how everyone gets on. 76. Tai Chi night (L). 77. Funny people. 78. How blonde I go after my hair has just been bleached. 79. Cheneys mums skills with scissors. 80. Amazing weekends. 81. Picnics. 82. My diary. 83. Presents. 84. Surprises. 85. Nice hair. 86. Boys who smell nice. 87. Fierce cologne. 88. Flat caps. 89. Kisses under the covers. 90. 27 Dresses. 91. High tops. 92. Ice cream. 93. Strawberries. 94. The feeling you give me. 95. Mac cosmetics. 96. Abercrombie. 97. Looking individual. 98. Writing pretty songs. 99. Nights that you wished would last forever. 100. When my heart beats fast.
"She doesnt know i cry for the changing times,
That just as i reread my favourite books, some small part of me hoping for a different ending, I find myself hoping against hope that the war will never come. That this time, somehow, it will leave us be."

Sunday, 28 March 2010

i fucking love you.
you dont even know
this is tearing me up



im not ready for tuesday
im not going to get in
and all this bull shit is getting to my head
im sorry that ive kept up old habits
and that i kept it secret

we had such big dreams
we really did

Sunday, 21 March 2010

isnt that what you said, what you thought the song meant.

I am easily effected by others moods, songs and books.
I need to start reading again because my vocabulary is jsut shit.

I know i dont understand, and im not ttrying too
im jsut waiting for eerything to get good for me.
if it doesnt happen soon i give up on karma
its a cunt..

And i keep doing stupid things
i know i shouldnt

i need to stop looking up symtoms.

Wednesday, 17 March 2010

Tuesday, 16 March 2010

im old in 41 minuets :(
but im bare tired so i think im gunna sleeep :)HAPOEASDFJ;

I loved you first

Tommrow I'm 16
I don't know what I feel right now

I loved you first

Tommrow I'm 16
I don't know what I feel right now

Sunday, 14 March 2010

Count my hits and not my misses...

Tbh I don't want you to know that I'm not good enough, that's wh I don't tell you
I want your approval for all of this
so for the next two weeks it's nothing but dance and coursework for me,
no lunches
just dancing
I want this
and I'm going to do everything in my power to get it
fuck yeahhh

I would like to thank kayleigh and her house
becuase she is always there when I need a place to go
I love you x

Wednesday, 10 March 2010

she lives in a fairytale

I think i do,

secrets shred you up right, they spin around you until there all you can see
This cant be sorted this time
Im sorry that your worried, mum.
Im sorry im like this at the moment,
im not sure how ong it will last?
maybe it will be like

no
I havent got the energy for argments
i dont have the time for my work
i think im going a bit fucking crazy

Bury the castle.
I might quit teen queen
what's the fuckibg point

Tuesday, 9 March 2010

I'm stuck In this routine
at least this time you listened
but you offer was reediculous, go it to work?
Who would hire me
so i don't know whatto do
I'm sorry if I'm not happy
I can't help it
I'll lie next time,

I want to move away...

I have nothing to say
I feel small
inadiquate

Sunday, 7 March 2010

I can't fucking believe this.
You know what I'm like, you know me
everyone knows.
I can't fucking blahhhdjdskznsjbankdndidnd
fuck it
fuck this.

Saturday, 6 March 2010

Owh
I want something of my own.

Wednesday, 3 March 2010

Next thing were touching...

Seeing the crazies tonight
can't wait for alive in wonderland
Text Felicity Abbott to 84205 :)
I love my head phones