• 1. My friends. 2. My family. 3. My house. 4. When its cold ooutside and your inside warm. 5. Nights watching Movies. 6. Coffee. 7. Deep conversations. 8. Butterflies when you see someone. 9. That feelng when your onstage. 10. Peanut butter and nuttella pancakes. 11. Becca and Georgia. 12. Feeling higher than everything. 13. Parties. 14. Meeting pretty people. 15. Sam. 16. Knit wear. 17. Memories. 18. Ialia conti. 19. Finishing something. 20. Laughing. 21. Summer. 22. Hyde park. 23. Starbucks. 24. Music. 25. Blonde hair. 26. High shoes. 27. Stars. 28. Lyrics 29. Getting on with someone you just met. 30. Emotion. 31. La roux. 32. Security. 33. Love. 34. Hate. 35. France. 36. NYC. 37. My dreams. 38. Fridays. 39. Wake up texts. 40. Late night conversations. 41. Feeling pretty. 42. Pictures. 43. Happiness. 44. Seeing people smile. 45. Things working out. 46. Late night car journeys. 47. Hotel rooms. 48. Christmas. 49. My birthday. 50. Getting a text from the person i want. 51. The blue smartie. 52. Ben and Jerrys. 53. Thigh High Socks. 54. Fear. 55. Thorpe park. 56. Welsh accents. 57. American accents. 58. English. 59. Creative writing. 60. Amersham and wycombe college. 61. The friends ive got left. 62. When a dress fits you. 63. Getting call backs. 64. Facebook photolikes and comments. 65. The like button. 66. Winter mornings. 67. Partys in the dark. 68. Scary movies. 69. Boys with pretty faces. 70. Pixie Lott. 71. Pretty Underwear. 72. When I paint my nails good. 73. Being drunk. 74. After party sleep. 75. Shows, and how everyone gets on. 76. Tai Chi night (L). 77. Funny people. 78. How blonde I go after my hair has just been bleached. 79. Cheneys mums skills with scissors. 80. Amazing weekends. 81. Picnics. 82. My diary. 83. Presents. 84. Surprises. 85. Nice hair. 86. Boys who smell nice. 87. Fierce cologne. 88. Flat caps. 89. Kisses under the covers. 90. 27 Dresses. 91. High tops. 92. Ice cream. 93. Strawberries. 94. The feeling you give me. 95. Mac cosmetics. 96. Abercrombie. 97. Looking individual. 98. Writing pretty songs. 99. Nights that you wished would last forever. 100. When my heart beats fast.
"She doesnt know i cry for the changing times,
That just as i reread my favourite books, some small part of me hoping for a different ending, I find myself hoping against hope that the war will never come. That this time, somehow, it will leave us be."

Sunday, 31 January 2010

YOU KL B

Oh christ,
I DONT SPEAK YOUR LANGUAGE DARLING,

Abdi

kl b

22:13Felicity

soo i know youuuu

22:14Abdi

random add b init hope you kl with that init

22:15Felicity

ha yeh

22:16Abdi

klkl what endz you from b

22:17Felicity

hillingdon you

22:18Abdi

harrow b

22:19Abdi

you got a man b ?

22:19Felicity

nope

22:20Abdi

still

what year you in ?

22:20Felicity

11

22:20Abdi

klkl

22:21Abdi

what you linking up b ?

22:22Felicity

what?

22:22Abdi

you on linking up ?

22:22Felicity

erm no?

22:22Abdi

whos that b

22:23Felicity

what?

22:23Abdi

i mean whys that init ?

22:23Felicity

oh, cozzz im not?

22:23Abdi

klkl,

soo what you on then ?

22:24Felicity

likeee?

22:25Abdi

what i mean is get to know me init

22:25Felicity

ermm no love

22:25Abdi

LOOL

22:25Felicity

sorry imm

22:25Abdi

~?

22:25Felicity

not rweally looknig for anythng atm

not rweally looknig for anythng atm

22:26Abdi

NOT EVEN A LITTLE LINK UP

22:26Felicity

no

22:26Abdi

KL

22:26Felicity

You don't have permission to chat with this person.

yehhhhhh


Oh sweetie :)


AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH

RIGHT NOW I AM BAREEEEEEEEEEEE HAPPPPS

TEEN QUEEEN FOW SHOWWW!!!

Wednesday, 27 January 2010

Thats fine darling,
you just text any little slag you want about me,
since, if you dont care, i dont right?

Fucking wrong heyy,
you get to me, so much
i want to punch every single one of those girls in the face,
i hate how you can do this to me, because no one else can
but dont you worry just carry on.
Dont come to me, since we never talk anymore. the addictions gone, so is the old you
so dont tell me you still care deep down coz fuck it, we both know you don't give two fucks about me do you.
and if you do
you dont show it
If you want to make me fee like shit, carry on. Because your soo dayum good at it boy.


FUCKKK THISSS.

Becuase, your love, your love, your love. Is my drug...

I think your an idiot, straight up.

I love you kayleigh (L)
today was goood yehh

Monday, 25 January 2010

Lier, lier if were keeping score...

People should stop lieing :).
It's ugly
Sooo this weekend was good
The weekend after next is gun be crunk yeh yehhhh
I haven't learnt my lines and the show is two weeks away
Ooooops :)
I ordered pretty dresses and can't wait for them to come :)
And I'm applying for a job soon


I'm happy ATM
I like it :)
I love my friends :) even thought we have days where were all moody and we clash I know we can justbe like, your really pissing me off
And we can move on :)
I have beautiful friendships (L)
Xfactor rahhh!
And you slept with her, stop lieing :)
Love you x

Friday, 22 January 2010

CHENEY TOEEEE!

awh tonight was soo good, had a proper laugh with the girls
4th finger so SUCK OWTTTT!
:) i love khaki (L) bnahaaa cadet uniform? beautifull (L)
Im so happy :)
I love my friends, there beautiful-littrally

Thursday, 21 January 2010

So the exam went well :)
I've been watching too much torchwood recently haha
Parets evening tonight
Kill me now
It's gunna go shit haha
Tommrow night is gunna be awesome, pizza my girls ice cream?

Hmmm :)

I have nothing of interest to write
Love x

Monday, 18 January 2010

So today
we went to see the stunning Justin Bieber, but we didnt,
we ran
and we didnt see him

Gotta get famous!

Im so scared to audition for college, i find out there and then, on that day and eugh im worried!
Love x

Sunday, 17 January 2010

You make me feel out of my element...

My exam went good :)
i fucked up the vocab but hey, i was low and i travelled alot
i smiled and she liked me
my improv was pure jest, i was all Joe darby WRIST WRIST movement, thank jesus he tought us some goooood lyical dances
and i split rrolled on the floor (L)

But then just before the bow, she wa slooking down and writing, and i though i was gunna pass out
like full on, sick everywhere
luckily i wasnt
but i came out and appaz i was PURE white,
even caked in makeup :)

so yeh
went good
contris forms
BASCIALLY DONE

oooooh
if you werent such a rape shit it would all be fine :)

meeting my husband tommorow
LOVE YOU ALL
xxx

Saturday, 16 January 2010

you don't want to be here in the future, so you say the presents just a pleasant inturruption to the past

I hate this feeling
I hate sleeping after an argument
I hate how much I care because it's not right
I need to stop

Everythings wrong.

I hope you choke, on every word that kissed that bottle...

Modern exam tommrow, I'm kinda worried but feeling a bit confident
Just gunna go and jam out,
Do what people tell me and have fun :)
Oh god some people talk forever...
Teen queen forms sent
Urdang forms sent
Contis forms...

Wednesday, 13 January 2010

Your so ugly when you cry...

i love glee :)
such a good show

don't tell me your sorry coz your not,
baby coz i know your only sorry you got caught.

You wanna start telling people the truth, coz i look like a mug.

Tuesday, 12 January 2010

I caught myself with...

So the maths exam was crazy easy,
I finished in 20 minuets and sat there for 40
Get in :)

I'm feeling better though, so it's cool

I need my memory stick back.

Monday, 11 January 2010

Friday, 8 January 2010

Let her out so she can breathe 'aaaawoooooh'

wow I can finally blog from my beloved iPod so here we gooo
Tonght was so much fun, will farrel or however it's spelt is actually hilarious :)
School was suprisingly okay due to the fact were pretty hated hah
My beds super comfy :)
Me and Kayleigh got out of class again today, oh the joys of being loved by tachers
We get permission to bunk :)

Exams next week, crazzzzyyyy shit heyy
And urdang forms sent,
Just gotta send the contis one now

TEENQUEEN
Miss duffy made me apply, so I did :) I hope I get through :)

Sleep time babys I don't have dancing tommrow :)

Bless to the sky and back x

Thursday, 7 January 2010

Im a stuck up plastic CUNT,

you fucking peice of shit,
like to see you try it yeah?
start on a girl infront of everyone
that'd make you a HARDDDMAN
nahh your dirt to me.
Your dead in my books.

FUCK IT

Tuesday, 5 January 2010

Its time to be greedy...

Today i had another panic attack,
it was pretty bad,
everything went funny and black
and i thought i was going to collapse,
buut to the rescue came Kiris inhaler,
which i took 4 times,
it sorted out my breathing though.

My college forms are done
I am scared to audition
I have science and maths exams this month,
textiles due in febuary,
im behind in RES MAT, but when arent i?
two music units and
a solo peice to coreograph,
i aslo have a m odern exam

IM 15, WHAT IS THIS!

My poor chickens are outside, and its snowing,
i hope they dont freeze to death.

Hmmmmm
cannot wait till this month is over.


preying my school isnt open tommororw,

Oh i just HAVE to get into urdang, its so pretty its rediculous,
gotta do it :)


GUNNA WORK HARD.

peace out, bless forever.

Monday, 4 January 2010

Sunday, 3 January 2010

in under six hours i will be waking up for school...

and yet here i am
my mind at ease from teenage troubles,

im scared, im going to fail at school, im not smart like my friends, there all going to do so amazingly because there smart and focussed, guys im so proud of you for that, your going to go far :)
and im the stupid one, the one whose heads in the wrong place,
if i don't make it as a dances i got no fall back.
Nothing.
God, im asking for this so work,
only that

i feel sick.
Take me away.

Saturday, 2 January 2010

Fate is an elegant, cold hearted WHORE...

so today we saw possibly the most beautiful boy in the world,
and we saw them once, they checked us out and we left,
then we got to tghe station and they were there,
we got on the wrong train,
they were on the one we were supposed to get on,
we got off, waited,
they came, we didnt get on.

Fates a bitch.

he was lovely (L)

Friday, 1 January 2010

im gunna make a change

this year, im going to be different, in going to have a good time, be happy,
and im not going to care,
if i have an issue with someone, in going to do something about it.
Im gunma be happy.
Lets do this shit.