She liked his tears so much that she put out her beautiful finger and let them run over it.

Ive always been slightly in love with peter pan,
it makes me feel so strange
how peter was so completly besotted and in love with wendy that he couldnt even see it.
and how he really did grow up, but he told himself he hadnt so that h could continue playing and pretending and laughing.
and you knew hed grown up when it said:

“There could not have been a lovelier sight; but there was none to see it except a little boy who was staring in at the window. He had ecstasies innumerable that other children can never know; but he was looking through the window at the one joy from which he must be for ever barred.”

Peter loved Wendy even if he pretended he didnt :(
it makes me feel so sick though, i dont quiet understand it myself.
I think its because in reality i want someone to fall for me how Peter did for Wendy, and i want to find something magical like that.

And you know wendy never, ever would have forgotten Peter,
"Next year he did not come for her. She waited in a new frock because the old one simply would not meet, but he never came.
"Perhaps he is ill," Michael said.
"You know he is never ill."
Michael came close to her and whispered, with a shiver, "Perhaps there is no such person, Wendy!" and then Wendy would have cried if Michael had not been crying."

Its just a story Flik.

I feel empty and alone and sick
I don't know what to do
all I can do is lay here and listen to Bruno mars
I actually feel awful right now
major low, hitting back down.
You did it to her, why should I think I'm any different at all.
Fuck. My. Life.

So bored i could eat myself.
its painful.

I dont know what to think about this situating,
my friends are telling me things
and im thinking things
and its all turning into this spinning jumble of shit.
so im going to go with my instinct and do whatever i want too
because as my good friend told me ' no matter how much some cares about you, your the person with your best interests in mind'
And i do have my best interests in mind
my happiness

I haven't felt like this in a long while
butterflies and sleepless nights?
well said,
i finally understand it now.
and its fucking great.

Im totally stoked for this summer, its going to be amazing.
just the sun and us, and eugh its going to be so wonderful.

So we went to the woods, for a walk. and i said all i need to say, and we all spoke and laughed and shouted. And we realised how amazing the woods really are, no one can hear what your saying, no one cares.
Think of all the secrets that it must hold, the foundations of the trees, hundreds of years old, seeing tears and laughs and arguments and maybe more...
but the woods are a good thing, we did have an amazing time.

Living for numero uno.

Oh god, I haven't felt like this in a long time

it's amazing
but oh shit.

Love made me blind

Please don't fuck me over,
this could be a good thing

dear universe, so I know we haven't got along well so far but I think your doing a good job of turning it around, let's keep this good thing going yes? Coz cmon you've fuckedd me over enough.

I've got my Cheney back
I found it.
I love my friends.
Lifes bless