• 1. My friends. 2. My family. 3. My house. 4. When its cold ooutside and your inside warm. 5. Nights watching Movies. 6. Coffee. 7. Deep conversations. 8. Butterflies when you see someone. 9. That feelng when your onstage. 10. Peanut butter and nuttella pancakes. 11. Becca and Georgia. 12. Feeling higher than everything. 13. Parties. 14. Meeting pretty people. 15. Sam. 16. Knit wear. 17. Memories. 18. Ialia conti. 19. Finishing something. 20. Laughing. 21. Summer. 22. Hyde park. 23. Starbucks. 24. Music. 25. Blonde hair. 26. High shoes. 27. Stars. 28. Lyrics 29. Getting on with someone you just met. 30. Emotion. 31. La roux. 32. Security. 33. Love. 34. Hate. 35. France. 36. NYC. 37. My dreams. 38. Fridays. 39. Wake up texts. 40. Late night conversations. 41. Feeling pretty. 42. Pictures. 43. Happiness. 44. Seeing people smile. 45. Things working out. 46. Late night car journeys. 47. Hotel rooms. 48. Christmas. 49. My birthday. 50. Getting a text from the person i want. 51. The blue smartie. 52. Ben and Jerrys. 53. Thigh High Socks. 54. Fear. 55. Thorpe park. 56. Welsh accents. 57. American accents. 58. English. 59. Creative writing. 60. Amersham and wycombe college. 61. The friends ive got left. 62. When a dress fits you. 63. Getting call backs. 64. Facebook photolikes and comments. 65. The like button. 66. Winter mornings. 67. Partys in the dark. 68. Scary movies. 69. Boys with pretty faces. 70. Pixie Lott. 71. Pretty Underwear. 72. When I paint my nails good. 73. Being drunk. 74. After party sleep. 75. Shows, and how everyone gets on. 76. Tai Chi night (L). 77. Funny people. 78. How blonde I go after my hair has just been bleached. 79. Cheneys mums skills with scissors. 80. Amazing weekends. 81. Picnics. 82. My diary. 83. Presents. 84. Surprises. 85. Nice hair. 86. Boys who smell nice. 87. Fierce cologne. 88. Flat caps. 89. Kisses under the covers. 90. 27 Dresses. 91. High tops. 92. Ice cream. 93. Strawberries. 94. The feeling you give me. 95. Mac cosmetics. 96. Abercrombie. 97. Looking individual. 98. Writing pretty songs. 99. Nights that you wished would last forever. 100. When my heart beats fast.
"She doesnt know i cry for the changing times,
That just as i reread my favourite books, some small part of me hoping for a different ending, I find myself hoping against hope that the war will never come. That this time, somehow, it will leave us be."

Sunday, 31 October 2010

i just want to cry,
but my eyelashes would fall off.

Wednesday, 27 October 2010

FUCK EVERYTHING.

we touch i feel a rush.

Don't play games it'll be dangerous if you fuck me over
Cause if I get burnt, I'ma show ya what it's like to hurt
Cause I've been treated like dirt befo' ya

Sunday, 24 October 2010

Would it be tooo much for me to ask for you not to see her anymore
Fucks sake.
No I'm not okay with it. Sorry for the inconvenience


Dick.

Thursday, 21 October 2010

Today was so nice, Im not even gunna bother trying to fill this up with shitty big words that make me sound obnoxious, seeing cheney was totally lovely and i missed her more than i noticed, she brings out a good side of me and i like it. We spoke about almost everything.
Then i made a cheesecake at beccas, that was fun even though im not much of a cook.

Feels strange not seeing you tonight?
i dont like it...
Im so tired though, lke my eyes are half shut right now aha,

ew. urdang monday,

Sunday, 17 October 2010

Last night, I can't even bEgin to explain.

Thursday, 7 October 2010

Generally feeling angry today,
written some longg entries into what i dont want to call my diaery but theres not much else to call it so. Diary.
People frustrate me so much
You? your a little cunt arent you, getting all defensice over whats practically nothing!
I cba with these peoples dramas anymore.
Amershams made me nicer.

Monday, 4 October 2010

shit happens`

but you let it,
i did try
you fucked off


its cool though.

you always wanted to be her;