• 1. My friends. 2. My family. 3. My house. 4. When its cold ooutside and your inside warm. 5. Nights watching Movies. 6. Coffee. 7. Deep conversations. 8. Butterflies when you see someone. 9. That feelng when your onstage. 10. Peanut butter and nuttella pancakes. 11. Becca and Georgia. 12. Feeling higher than everything. 13. Parties. 14. Meeting pretty people. 15. Sam. 16. Knit wear. 17. Memories. 18. Ialia conti. 19. Finishing something. 20. Laughing. 21. Summer. 22. Hyde park. 23. Starbucks. 24. Music. 25. Blonde hair. 26. High shoes. 27. Stars. 28. Lyrics 29. Getting on with someone you just met. 30. Emotion. 31. La roux. 32. Security. 33. Love. 34. Hate. 35. France. 36. NYC. 37. My dreams. 38. Fridays. 39. Wake up texts. 40. Late night conversations. 41. Feeling pretty. 42. Pictures. 43. Happiness. 44. Seeing people smile. 45. Things working out. 46. Late night car journeys. 47. Hotel rooms. 48. Christmas. 49. My birthday. 50. Getting a text from the person i want. 51. The blue smartie. 52. Ben and Jerrys. 53. Thigh High Socks. 54. Fear. 55. Thorpe park. 56. Welsh accents. 57. American accents. 58. English. 59. Creative writing. 60. Amersham and wycombe college. 61. The friends ive got left. 62. When a dress fits you. 63. Getting call backs. 64. Facebook photolikes and comments. 65. The like button. 66. Winter mornings. 67. Partys in the dark. 68. Scary movies. 69. Boys with pretty faces. 70. Pixie Lott. 71. Pretty Underwear. 72. When I paint my nails good. 73. Being drunk. 74. After party sleep. 75. Shows, and how everyone gets on. 76. Tai Chi night (L). 77. Funny people. 78. How blonde I go after my hair has just been bleached. 79. Cheneys mums skills with scissors. 80. Amazing weekends. 81. Picnics. 82. My diary. 83. Presents. 84. Surprises. 85. Nice hair. 86. Boys who smell nice. 87. Fierce cologne. 88. Flat caps. 89. Kisses under the covers. 90. 27 Dresses. 91. High tops. 92. Ice cream. 93. Strawberries. 94. The feeling you give me. 95. Mac cosmetics. 96. Abercrombie. 97. Looking individual. 98. Writing pretty songs. 99. Nights that you wished would last forever. 100. When my heart beats fast.
"She doesnt know i cry for the changing times,
That just as i reread my favourite books, some small part of me hoping for a different ending, I find myself hoping against hope that the war will never come. That this time, somehow, it will leave us be."

Monday, 24 May 2010

Can we pretend that airplanes, In the night sky, Are like shooting stars,

I could really use a wish right now,
i have no energy or sympathy left for people who bring the shit on themselves,
look yeh if someones treating you like shit, messing you up, being a cunt
drop them
stop complaining and get on with it okay
becuase i have so much other shit going on than you dumping your endless life problems on me, im not as strong as you think i am okay, eventually im gunna crack.
so stop fucking complaining if its your fault your in shit.
deal with it.
im
sorry.

Friday, 21 May 2010

you get me out of my unchangeable mood

Drake,

sorry my replies so late and sorry about the whole adress issue,
thank you or taking the time to write yourblog :)
its nice to know whats going on with you lik
eover in utahhhh
:)
englands a pure pile of shit but like maybe its getting a bit better?
we'll wait and see eh?
sorry about the whole Dixon thing thatt reallly sucks major arse
anyways ill reply better at a slighhhtly later point but for nowww this is me saying titsss beeen read :)
loveee
xx

Sunday, 16 May 2010

hands over my head thinking what else could go wrong .
would of stayed in bed, how can the day be so long

never believed that things happen for a reason.
but how this turned out removed all my doubts so believeeee
that for you I'd do it all over again.
( do it all over again )
all I went through led me to you
so I'd do it all over again ... for you. for you . for you

I missed the first train stood out in the rain all daaaay.
little did I know, when I caught the next train there you were to sweep me way. guess that's what I waited for

never believed that things happen for a reason
but how this turned out removed all my doubts.
so believe that for you I'd do it all over again ( do it all over again)
all I went through it led me to you .
so I'd do it all over again.

O0o who ever thought a day gone so wrong would turn out so lovely.
yea I'm so glad I found you
even though the day went so wrong I wouldn't change a thing.
yeaaa yea o0o I'd do it yea yea yea
I'd do it all over again
do it all over, again again again
all I went through it led me to you .
so I'd do it all over again.
( I'd do it all over again )
I'd do it all over
( I'd do it all over again )
I'd do it all over
( I'd do it all over again )
I'd do it all over
( I'd do it all over again )
for you . for you .
all I went through it led me to you ( to you )
I'd do it all over ( I'd do it all over again )
whoever thought a day gone so wrong could turn out so lovely 2x
o0o yeaa yeaa

This is my favourite song.

Tuesday, 11 May 2010

dont make me feel guilty for my actions.

Sunday, 9 May 2010

This is where I start to miss you more than I can bare I hate this distance in between us, I don't think it's fair.

Listen yeah,
i had to tell okay, i couldnt keep this all to myself
its too much for one person to hold
i have your existence on my shoulders its hard okay
im sorry that i lied to you
im sorry that i told
im sorry i cant save you.

Cheney
im so glad your coming home to us
i love you.
Just shut the fuck up.

Tuesday, 4 May 2010

just a moment to change all we are.

wow :)
so im feeling so numb right now
but ahh weelll