My life is c lose enough to perfect, My boyfriend is lovely and hes gorgeous and he takes care of me, my new college is actually amazing, im being worked like a bitch, Its great.
Becca sutherland is stunning.

Guess its safe to say everythings not the same
summer changed everything
shook my whole little world upside down.

Shit, isnt it.
When all you know is proven wrong?

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FUCKK YOU.

Where are you now?

Sometimes, i miss you,
just becuase i can.
Its good when you miss people, coz when you see them again, it makes it so much better.

Like before i went away,
the night before i left, and you just held me so tight.
and the day i got back,
we just lay there.
In perfect silence.

I miss the summer. I miss laying under the stars with you, freezing- you kept me so warm. I miss being out late and having nothing to wake up for. I miss nothing being complicated. I miss the sunshine. I miss the long nights. I miss freedom. I miss you.
Mostly you.

I kinda wanna go away again
I miss missin you.























I am so in love with you.

oh my god this hurts like hell

i know you care but :/

yeah.

Forgot i wanted to see you.
its fine

I hate being this angry or upset or just pissed off and sitting in my room, its how ba habits start, its how i get into 'that mood' Its how i punch walls.

Your kkind of like a drug to me,
if i dont see you everynight, until the moment i fall asleep i feel shit and empty inside
its so weird

I love you

And i love you too
I need to keep wringing my diary
as long as you dontread it again.
cant fucking wait untill i move out
eugh its gunna be so bangin man, i can do what i want, stay where i want and act how i want,
untill this day i am trapped
3 years.
three years.


Why dont you stand up be a man about it, fight with your bare hands about it.

sigh

it still actually cuts me up
either im crying or my eyes gione crazy

You were so good to me

but now im out here in the cold with jut my own hands to hold
where are you
where are you.

Never thought youd end up like this.
school is starting
fml.


I had the notion that youd make me change my ways
and the bad habits would be gone in a matter of days.

the way your eyes glow, sends chills down my spine

I fell head over, fell head over heels
and i cant get over, her smile the way it makes me feel.

nommm, this song ♥

Butterflies and sleepless nights

it makes so much more sence now, alot of things do, theyve all sort of clicked :)
happy flik


so tommorow im seeing my chinese box becca,
i love her.
and then were going out for food
and im dead excited for ribs.

Im going sams now,
bye

Its only real till it ends

Im so sorry were not good enough for you.

Dont worry, you'll forget. I promise.