• 1. My friends. 2. My family. 3. My house. 4. When its cold ooutside and your inside warm. 5. Nights watching Movies. 6. Coffee. 7. Deep conversations. 8. Butterflies when you see someone. 9. That feelng when your onstage. 10. Peanut butter and nuttella pancakes. 11. Becca and Georgia. 12. Feeling higher than everything. 13. Parties. 14. Meeting pretty people. 15. Sam. 16. Knit wear. 17. Memories. 18. Ialia conti. 19. Finishing something. 20. Laughing. 21. Summer. 22. Hyde park. 23. Starbucks. 24. Music. 25. Blonde hair. 26. High shoes. 27. Stars. 28. Lyrics 29. Getting on with someone you just met. 30. Emotion. 31. La roux. 32. Security. 33. Love. 34. Hate. 35. France. 36. NYC. 37. My dreams. 38. Fridays. 39. Wake up texts. 40. Late night conversations. 41. Feeling pretty. 42. Pictures. 43. Happiness. 44. Seeing people smile. 45. Things working out. 46. Late night car journeys. 47. Hotel rooms. 48. Christmas. 49. My birthday. 50. Getting a text from the person i want. 51. The blue smartie. 52. Ben and Jerrys. 53. Thigh High Socks. 54. Fear. 55. Thorpe park. 56. Welsh accents. 57. American accents. 58. English. 59. Creative writing. 60. Amersham and wycombe college. 61. The friends ive got left. 62. When a dress fits you. 63. Getting call backs. 64. Facebook photolikes and comments. 65. The like button. 66. Winter mornings. 67. Partys in the dark. 68. Scary movies. 69. Boys with pretty faces. 70. Pixie Lott. 71. Pretty Underwear. 72. When I paint my nails good. 73. Being drunk. 74. After party sleep. 75. Shows, and how everyone gets on. 76. Tai Chi night (L). 77. Funny people. 78. How blonde I go after my hair has just been bleached. 79. Cheneys mums skills with scissors. 80. Amazing weekends. 81. Picnics. 82. My diary. 83. Presents. 84. Surprises. 85. Nice hair. 86. Boys who smell nice. 87. Fierce cologne. 88. Flat caps. 89. Kisses under the covers. 90. 27 Dresses. 91. High tops. 92. Ice cream. 93. Strawberries. 94. The feeling you give me. 95. Mac cosmetics. 96. Abercrombie. 97. Looking individual. 98. Writing pretty songs. 99. Nights that you wished would last forever. 100. When my heart beats fast.
"She doesnt know i cry for the changing times,
That just as i reread my favourite books, some small part of me hoping for a different ending, I find myself hoping against hope that the war will never come. That this time, somehow, it will leave us be."

Monday, 9 November 2009

Its the end of the summer, Its the end of it all...

So, mixed feelings are always managing to leave me speechless.
Finding something out like that should make me feel like i just got hit by a bus,
Because im sure the other person is feeling the exact same.
But i didnt
it was maybe more of a poke.
Because i dont care.
ooops sorry.

And then theres YOU
:)
oh dear.
just oh dear.


Ive realised im so indecisive.
Like my mind changes over night
so im scared to say what i should in case i wake up tomorrow and regret it.
And i dont wanna mess with your head.
So ill keep quiet.

I want movie night NOW.
i had my English exam today
IT WAS SO HACKIN LONG
-i just typed that word 7 times before it didn't have a typo :P
yeah injection tomorrow.
I think im gunna be sick
Then ANOTHER GCSE on Thursday.
Ahh dear lord :)
Bring on the weekend though eh?
I think things should get better from here :/
Maybe?

I have stuff in my mind that i cant write anywhere :/
Not in my diary and not on here. My words aren't safe anywhere.
So i need to like find some release somehow. :)

I get random surges of complete happiness.
And i love those feelings.
For about 7 seconds ill feel weightless, like nothing can get me. Or bring me down.
No one can touch me up there.
And then i come back down
and its like ouch.
So i just wait for those moments i want to freeze with my Bernard's Watch :)


I ramble :P
And im sure reading this is boring but if it is SCREW YOU :)

I love you chicks...
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