its the one year course at Guilford, but i made the 12 year old girl inside me fucking proud
I did it, i fucking showed them all, i did it i got in.
But i don't know if i can go.
Have you ever had something in your reach
like a butterfly, it lands on your hand, its beautiful and unique and strange, but your so scared of it too because it looks kind of weird with its antennas and funny eyes, but you don't want to move. so you stay very, very still, and for that moment, you had the butterfly on your hand, it was beautiful and you feel beautiful, but then something moves, and it flies away and it leaves you feeling a bit empty inside.
like a butterfly, it lands on your hand, its beautiful and unique and strange, but your so scared of it too because it looks kind of weird with its antennas and funny eyes, but you don't want to move. so you stay very, very still, and for that moment, you had the butterfly on your hand, it was beautiful and you feel beautiful, but then something moves, and it flies away and it leaves you feeling a bit empty inside.
That's how i feel.
For now its like the butterfly is here, and everything is pure bliss, but if i cant get funded 15k something will scare the butterfly away.
And ill have to stay here.
Comparisons are easily done
once you've had a taste of perfection.
I got my lip pierced,
I spent the last 24 hours at Andys
And im so fucking scared right now.
who are you?
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