• 1. My friends. 2. My family. 3. My house. 4. When its cold ooutside and your inside warm. 5. Nights watching Movies. 6. Coffee. 7. Deep conversations. 8. Butterflies when you see someone. 9. That feelng when your onstage. 10. Peanut butter and nuttella pancakes. 11. Becca and Georgia. 12. Feeling higher than everything. 13. Parties. 14. Meeting pretty people. 15. Sam. 16. Knit wear. 17. Memories. 18. Ialia conti. 19. Finishing something. 20. Laughing. 21. Summer. 22. Hyde park. 23. Starbucks. 24. Music. 25. Blonde hair. 26. High shoes. 27. Stars. 28. Lyrics 29. Getting on with someone you just met. 30. Emotion. 31. La roux. 32. Security. 33. Love. 34. Hate. 35. France. 36. NYC. 37. My dreams. 38. Fridays. 39. Wake up texts. 40. Late night conversations. 41. Feeling pretty. 42. Pictures. 43. Happiness. 44. Seeing people smile. 45. Things working out. 46. Late night car journeys. 47. Hotel rooms. 48. Christmas. 49. My birthday. 50. Getting a text from the person i want. 51. The blue smartie. 52. Ben and Jerrys. 53. Thigh High Socks. 54. Fear. 55. Thorpe park. 56. Welsh accents. 57. American accents. 58. English. 59. Creative writing. 60. Amersham and wycombe college. 61. The friends ive got left. 62. When a dress fits you. 63. Getting call backs. 64. Facebook photolikes and comments. 65. The like button. 66. Winter mornings. 67. Partys in the dark. 68. Scary movies. 69. Boys with pretty faces. 70. Pixie Lott. 71. Pretty Underwear. 72. When I paint my nails good. 73. Being drunk. 74. After party sleep. 75. Shows, and how everyone gets on. 76. Tai Chi night (L). 77. Funny people. 78. How blonde I go after my hair has just been bleached. 79. Cheneys mums skills with scissors. 80. Amazing weekends. 81. Picnics. 82. My diary. 83. Presents. 84. Surprises. 85. Nice hair. 86. Boys who smell nice. 87. Fierce cologne. 88. Flat caps. 89. Kisses under the covers. 90. 27 Dresses. 91. High tops. 92. Ice cream. 93. Strawberries. 94. The feeling you give me. 95. Mac cosmetics. 96. Abercrombie. 97. Looking individual. 98. Writing pretty songs. 99. Nights that you wished would last forever. 100. When my heart beats fast.
"She doesnt know i cry for the changing times,
That just as i reread my favourite books, some small part of me hoping for a different ending, I find myself hoping against hope that the war will never come. That this time, somehow, it will leave us be."

Sunday, 13 June 2010

So bored i could eat myself.
its painful.

I dont know what to think about this situating,
my friends are telling me things
and im thinking things
and its all turning into this spinning jumble of shit.
so im going to go with my instinct and do whatever i want too
because as my good friend told me ' no matter how much some cares about you, your the person with your best interests in mind'
And i do have my best interests in mind
my happiness

I haven't felt like this in a long while
butterflies and sleepless nights?
well said,
i finally understand it now.
and its fucking great.

Im totally stoked for this summer, its going to be amazing.
just the sun and us, and eugh its going to be so wonderful.

So we went to the woods, for a walk. and i said all i need to say, and we all spoke and laughed and shouted. And we realised how amazing the woods really are, no one can hear what your saying, no one cares.
Think of all the secrets that it must hold, the foundations of the trees, hundreds of years old, seeing tears and laughs and arguments and maybe more...
but the woods are a good thing, we did have an amazing time.

Living for numero uno.
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  1. Anonymous14 June 2010 at 14:38

    Well, well Miss Abbot, quite the little poet;
    "Think of all the secrets that it must hold, the foundations of the trees, hundreds of years old"
    ...are we not?
    This is beautiful with a capital "Oh, wow." ♥

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  2. Felicity16 June 2010 at 15:56

    Oooh amy it totally rhymed! Aha :D the love is much appreciated my darling :) love you x

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