Its your grace, and how it keeps me grounded.

I don't think i will ever intentionally change,

i mean, i h ave changed, and I'm totally aware of this, Ive grown up

changed my hair a bit

i talk differently

But the way in which i react to situations and the choices i make will probably never change,

I will always get angry,

and make the 'irresponsible' choice in your eyes,

But not being funny, I'm living and I'm happy,

and in my life i only have one regret.

So after 16 years I'm pretty proud of myself, I haven't fucked up my life, I did fucking good in my GSCE's seeing as i was barely in school and when i was in school i was either asleep or daydreaming.

I don't want to be boring, i watch people like you, i watch you wishing away your life, always waiting for something. But sometimes you cant always wait. You have to grab the reigns and pull on them tight until you take off. Sitting around waiting doesn't get you anywhere.

I don't believe you have to work for everything though, sometimes, quite often i have found, things will just fall into place, whether its slowly or in seconds. You just have to think, every things going to be alright.

So get plastered and fall over, coz in the end who gives a shit? If your laughing no one will care.

Never regret anything that made you smile.

So i will try a bit harder to be less of a cunt, in 6th form I'm going to keep out of drama, keep away from people who i don't like or who will bring me down and just be me.

I'm not changing though, I promise.

As long as you keep a person down, some part of you has to be down there with them, so it means you cannot soar as you otherwise might.